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Organ - Chapter 1

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ORGAN "It begins in our familiar flesh. Soft, raw and unseen, the rot threading through our organs like whispered sin.  But it never stays buried. It creeps outward, into voices, into glances, into the dreams of those we love, until their hearts pulse with the same quiet corruption." - Unknown Chapter One Oscar Rubens lived alone with his mother, Mary. She idolised her precious little man as her only child. Overbearing at times, but loving, nonetheless. They had lost their father, Marys husband, when Oscar was a vulnerable toddler. Ever since then her son has been the rock that kept Mary tethered to the home and away from the waves that tried to drag her away into guzzling pits of sorrow. “Oscar are you going for a shower?” Mary called up the stairs, her voice carried and sounded clear through closed doors. “I will in a bit, just doing something on the computer really quick” Oscar called back, hearing her footsteps already making their way up the stairs as his voi...

Resilience in Dogs: Three Defiant Pups.

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Working with rescue animals, surrendered, stray or otherwise - you are presented with truths in the nature of those animals that others often don't get to see. Many of the dogs I have worked with have come from truly traumatic or devastating hardships, you might be excused for expecting these animals to become defensive, reactive or otherwise unruly once removed from those environments with memories of abuse locked into their character. But that has often not been my experience, grab a cup of tea or throw on some Macha and let me tell you some stories of remarkable resilience in dogs. Kenji All the way from the countryside in Bulgaria, Kenji was the first animal that leapt to mind when I pondered on the word - resilient - his life was hard, but this boy never allowed it to make him harder. In fact, Kenji might have been softened by the whole ordeal of his pre-kennel life.  Kenji, the chow-chow cross, is 3 years old - still a baby at heart. His past was filled with unfriendly handli...

Thinking about the Obstacle.

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When I first got into reading Stoicism, before I felt I had some understanding of how to think/behave like a stoic, I was fixated on one passage from Meditations - the obstacle is the way. Its meaning was obvious, on the surface it just implies that wherever you are heading in life, if you meet resistance, it typically means you are heading in the right direction. Simply because learning and growing by overcoming obstacles is the way to better oneself and grow, I am thinking about that a lot today.  Angel has been diagnosed with stage four kidney disease, its a condition that has seen her put on "end-of-life care" until she finally passes away. We are doing everything possible to keep her happy, comfortable and purring - which is all we can do at this stage in terms of long-term plans. Kidney disease has no cure, but we are treating her dehydration with lactulose for her colon, Pronefral for her renal function, Cisapride to encourage natural bowel movements and su...