Deleting 14 Pages, Whole Foods and Good Endings.
I wrote a blog post some weeks ago in which I spoke about deleting four pages (some low number like that. I really don't want to go check) and at the time it felt like a huge amount of effort just erased. Well, I just deleted fourteen pages of writing from the final Bulldog novel because I decided to go another way with the chapter concluding Jacob and Cleo's stories. This week I wanted to discuss how that feels, removing hours of effort from your manuscript just to save the rest of its fluidity, I also wanted to discuss veganism but more importantly my strives to become whole-food plant based and also good endings both in life and literature. We can have a little catch up on everything else before I wave your ship back out into murky waters, let me ramble for a minute. Those fourteen pages, I want to call them collateral damage for the greater health of the novel, they came from days of sitting around at the desk and pulling imaginary hair out of my head. Writing fucking suck...