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Digging Graves

Digging Graves

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Bulldog 1: Too Many Monsters

Bulldog 1: Too Many Monsters

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Bulldog 2: And Dead Mouths Open

Bulldog 2: And Dead Mouths Open

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John-J Anderson

John-J is an author whose work delves deep into the human condition, blending horror, poetry, and real-life experience. He is the five-star-reviewed mind behind Organ, Digging Graves, and Bulldog: Too Many Monsters.

When not writing, he rescues and rehabilitates stray and abused dogs, showing a compassion that stands in stark contrast to the darkness he explores in fiction.

Deleting 14 Pages, Whole Foods and Good Endings.

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I wrote a blog post some weeks ago in which I spoke about deleting four pages (some low number like that. I really don't want to go check) and at the time it felt like a huge amount of effort just erased. Well, I just deleted fourteen pages of writing from the final Bulldog novel because I decided to go another way with the chapter concluding Jacob and Cleo's stories. This week I wanted to discuss how that feels, removing hours of effort from your manuscript just to save the rest of its fluidity, I also wanted to discuss veganism but more importantly my strives to become whole-food plant based and also good endings both in life and literature. We can have a little catch up on everything else before I wave your ship back out into murky waters, let me ramble for a minute. Those fourteen pages, I want to call them collateral damage for the greater health of the novel, they came from days of sitting around at the desk and pulling imaginary hair out of my head. Writing fucking suck...

Developing as a Writer

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Its the 3rd of March, 2026. I felt it was time for another update, another lurid peak behind the curtain as I do my best to write these stories that rattle around in my head. As you already know, I am working on the third book in the Bulldog series - the final book before I close the cover on this series for good. Not that I haven't enjoyed writing it, but I dwindled on the completion of the third part for too long and now as I wade through and get to the finish line, I do find myself looking eagerly at other projects sitting in my notes. Just one line ideas that get the creative juices frothing more readily than the idea of finishing this story. BUT, it must be finished and as of right now I have finished the entirety of Franks chapters.  I should explain. This book will be unlike the first and second which follow a main protagonist (Frank and then Victoria) throughout. Bulldog 3 follows individuals as they navigate the final days of the events from books one and two. If y...

Nothing Happens at Home - Poem

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Nothing Happens at home.  No demands or job descriptions. No mandatory interactions or ceremonies. My home is a place where warmth is the hourly rate and comfort is my job. I can read books in silence. I can write epic stories no-one will ever read. My home is the place I can discover my real self.  My home is the place I can be the strongest man in the universe or the bubbliest man in the tub. I can cuddle my cat and tell her she's loved now. I can watch my turtles swim in silent sploshes. My home is full of things I can eat, without ever checking the labels. My home is the place my family can always find me, it's my lighthouse when life's a storm. I can lose myself in a record. I can sit quietly at my desk. My home is the place I will always be missing. My home is the centre of the universe. I can forget that all else exists. By John-J Anderson

Deleting four and a half pages of work.

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I can hear the heating kicking in, its a cold February morning. Tanya has just left for work with half a day ahead of her. The cat is nestled into a cute little ball on her tree and Wheezy Waiter is recapping some of his videos on the telly. Its a slow start, I got up late much to my dismay and chose a black coffee. It might be a day of once more planning to get my habits in order and organise a routine that might never make it out of the day.  But that isn't what I want to talk about today, because that is boring and everyone has boring shite going on. Why would you come to some writers blog and read about his boring routine when you have your own? Yesterday I wrote four and a half pages of work for Bulldog 3, I then read them back and hated every premise I was building for the ending chapters of Franks story. So I deleted them all and started again. I felt better deleting it then I did writing them, which is a new feeling for me and I wanted to investigate that. This idea that ki...